Due to some changes in schedule I was to go into your art and math class.
I distinctively remember that I really wanted to be friends with you. Just a feeling.
So as I settled in class, one day, I poked you one time too many, and ended up making you swear and annoyed and irritated. That day, was the day that I started to strive hard not to go on your bad side.....I guess, in some form or another this is what this letter is about.
So then sophomore year came, we've become closer friends, and I've successfully stayed on the good side. We had chem together, it was all fun and games. Another year of classmates fun.
THEN in AP BIO, we had an awesome time, and it started getting better because we had guy problems to gossip about. Code names and all, you trusted to tell me things and I trusted you. So it all went smoothly and I managed to stay on the positive light of things. But then APUSH came and along with it him. Don't get me wrong, I was glad you guys were together. But somehow I could never get it out of my mind that you said you wanted to tell me everything, however I never seem to have gotten the information. You said you missed hanging out with me, but we never got around to doing that ever again. I wasn't caring that much. By that time I learned to distance myself. I picked up other distractions since APUSH was occupying everyone. Yes, her. Not saying it was because my friends weren't around that I picked it up, it was for a lot of things. Summer came, I felt the need to tell you. about everything. and I did. But I knew this changed a lot of things with a lot of people, I knew it changed me. But I was thankful, you were supportive and rational about it. For that, I was really grateful.
So senior year went on, you looked hella busy, occupied, grumpy, having relationship problems. I had tons too. Honestly, I was pleasantly surprised that you weren't annoyed yet. you supported me when you had time. It was what I liked about you, you always try your best to be there. You stood firm on your principles. But I finally stepped to the bad side. of your perspective. I was shedding a different light when I made those mistakes and I don't think I've ever walked out of them. ever. I can't explain anything else. I know it sounds more whiny than thankful.
But thank you, you were one of the only ones that were really truly there for the people you cared about. You were consistent in action, you stood firm on what you believed in.
